I spent too much time wondering "what if?". I know I can all change it by doing. Then I'll know the truth and everything is gonna be clear. But to know the truth - is what exactly scares me the most. I don't wanna know I have no chance. I don't wanna know that is't over.
Maybe I just live for that wondering, for that suffering and depression. Only thing that could save me was unlimited happiness. And a ton of luck. Only thing that can save me now - is to die young. With no other regrets that I'm probably doing all wrong.
Or love. Just love.







Mohl by ten tajný vzkaz být i v češtině, i když jakžtakž jsem to přeložila. Jen stejně nevím, co se doopravdy za těma větičkama skrývá...